Yolanda Fundora © 2024

 

                      by Jackie Craven


 

If My Dentist Could Probe Deep Enough


There’d be the house I swallowed— the confetti-speckled linoleum and zig-zag stairs, cork coasters and swizzle sticks, cocktail glasses shaped like crystal balls. Farther down, a sagging armchair, the dusty yellow cat, and tangled around my rusty liver, a clatter of window blinds. Then, with steel tweezers, my dentist will pull the smoldering tip of a chimney, smoke rising from ashtrays heavy as meteorites. Although anesthetized, I’m awake enough to hear crickets chink like falling ice, the ping of rooms dropping one by one into an aluminum bowl. There go the hissing gas stove, the two-pronged fork, the turkey collapsing from its bones. Who would have thought a family meal could cause so much pain?  Behind a paper mask, the dentist asks “Better now?” and I’m all babble and tears, my tongue groping for roots.

 

Jackie Craven is the author of WHISH, winner of the 2024 poetry award from Press 53, Secret Formulas & Techniques of the Masters (Brick Road), and chapbooks from Headmistress Press and Omnidawn. Her poems appear in AGNI, AQR, Pleiades, Ploughshares, and other journals and anthologies. Find her at JackieCraven.com.